Anyone feeling thirsty?

Since September, I feel like I have been attending birthday celebrations every Fridays or Saturdays of the week (or every other week) and these four bottles are ALWAYS present in each one of them:

Johnnie, Jack, Absolut and Jose

I used to love taking tequila shots but I feel like I have reached the age where one shot is more than enough and one or two glasses of any alcoholic drink and I'm already buzzed. So, after last week's (Oct. 15) birthday celebration where I had 3 tequila shots and 5 glasses of Kurant+Sprite in less than 2 hours I told myself no more drinking for at least a month. 

One week down.

Four weeks to go.

I need a drink.

Not water. Not juice. Not soda. In times like this, I need a serious drink. Not to get drunk but to feel something else... to feel numb maybe? I don't know. I just feel like having a drink or two.

Hello, Mojito!

Moksha's Mojito and my love-lovely phone. My two dates on a lonely night.

No, I am not alcoholic. After I got dead drunk 3 Fridays ago, I have never drank a single drop of alcohol. So, I am sober. And it's not like I drink alcoholic beverages everyday. I only drink when I'm out with friends and I still go home normal (except on special occasions).

I have now come up with several reasons why I feel like I need to drink:

• It's been 3 weeks since I felt intoxicated.
• I have been stuck at home for a week. Literally.
• I need to calm down.
• I need to think about other things. Other than my financial problems.
• I feel so down, depressed, frustrated and upset.
• It has been raining for days, it's cold, and I'm ALONE.
• I have another job interview tomorrow.
• I am bipolar hence the mixed emotions, the regular mood changes, high feeling/low downs.

I know I have given no valid reasons but whatever, I'd do this for myself and it's not like I am going to drink tonight or any day soon. I am just saying that I need one. *sigh*